Sitting in the rain

Sitting in the rain

Consumed by my pain

Blinded by this delusion

Clouded with confusion

I want to scream “Help me, save me”

But I won’t

Instead ill keep it locked inside like a secret

Until I can no longer stand to keep it

I want to drown my sorrows away

But I don’t

My numb heart is still beating

Though I don’t know how

It’s been crushed and beaten

Your love is like honey

Sweet and golden

Will it be enough to save me

Or will it be what makes me drown