tummy ache

i am sick today
i need to regurgitate
and expel the ideas
she baked
and i ate

i feasted on
lemon dreams
and chocolate covered hopes
dipped in promises
of ceremonies and
i will forever be your lover
those delicious ear treats
werent meant to be
consumed

undercooked plans
of family and
two week vacations to the carribean
were served with
lukewarm intentions
i swallowed whole
i never even bother to chew

i should have waited
until the timer sounded
before sitting at the dinner table