Fear of Death

Cursed by this

Blessing

Of life.

 

Why bother

When nothing

Can change ever

In the end.

 

My wrists are tired

My wrists are sore

My wrists are empy

My wrists

Are

Flowless.

 

And you're flawless

Contagious

Kiss my lips

Again.

 

Damnit

I've fallen again

So I've failed again.

 

When can I

Feel worth it

Once more

Or perhaps at all.

 

This is

The apocalypse

Where I

Collapse

In this

Catastrophy.

 

Capitalize my

Iussed pain

Caused by

The end of my rope.

 

Blurred lines

Secret stars

Show me

Where you are

Let me find you

Let me explore you

After I expose you.

 

This horrorful

Remedy

This nightmare of

A melody

As soft as a

Lullaby

But as deep as

The wounds on my

wrists.

 

Tearing flesh

And tearing hearts

Apart

'Til there's nothing

Left to mend

Or fix

I'm unfixable.

 

That's final

That's it

Nothing more to say

Nothing more to show

Nothing more to

Try and hold on to

Nothing

Theres nothing

Completely empty.

 

Like a void

A deep dark void

An abys

A stinging ray on

My skin

burning it off

Buring me

Burning my fear away.

 

And I

Am no longer

Afraid

To die.