Suicidal

Very depressing. Written a long time ago

I have this wish

That’s sad beyond belief

It’s opposite from normal

Most wish for the other

But not me

I’m the crazy one

 

My wish is simply this:

That not a soul would care

Because if it came true

I could disappear

And no one would be hurt

Thus my act couldn’t be considered selfish

 

I may try to distance myself

But this will not work

Due to the relationships I’ve built

The unfortunate fact rings true

Someone will always care

Which makes my wish fail

 

I almost want to rewind

Back to long ago

The times before I made friends

And just stay lonely instead

And then no one would have a loss

 

My plans can’t be acted upon

Because I refuse to hurt others

But that leaves me here

Suffering this horrible life

It’s not that I want to die

Just that I don’t want to live

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there will always people who care, if you are lonely or not, i think this is very interesting. I believe at some point of our life, everyone must have these thoughts. Good write, you really get the point through,