Surprise

I have a temper, and sometimes that is shown in my writing.

You get angry with me
Your tone gets nasty
Your words are cold
Like icicles stabbing me

Every word you say
And everything you do
Rips my heart apart
Which hurts me like hell

You have no idea
What effect you have
You make me sad and hurt
Yet you don't even have to try

You disrespect me constantly
So I disrespect you back
But then you just get meaner
And stab me though the chest

You discourage me constantly
Always cutting me down
You make so many assumptions
And not a one is true

You invade my privacy
Daily barging in
I yell at you to leave
Then you deal out the guilt

Each insult you give
Hurtful statement you make
They're like b***h slaps to the face
Not ever getting lighter

You've made me suicidal
And even slice open my wrists
You know I've had those problems
But you don't change your actions

Simple questions you ask
Imply so many things
I get so frustrated
And you just make it worse

You don't see these signs
That show my urge to leave
You're in for a huge surprise
For that happy day I graduate