No One Would Cry

I think I wrote this way back in December 2009

Thoughts and feelings
Ruin my everyday
No one seems to notice
They've all gone their own way
Crying every night now
I can't wish these things away
Accepting how life is
Proves more difficult that expected
I try to just survive
But something always hits rewind
I don't see my purpose
Why am I still here?
In this past year of mine
I've wanted to go away
As if I never were
And no one would cry a single tear

Author's Note

I personally think this could have a better structure rather than being the one stanza, but I just haven't gotten to figuring that out.