Silent

Everything changing when the needle tears a hole

the light is raising as the sin upon my shoulders,

I'm mistaking but the life goes on,

I'm like a tourist without leaving the borders.

After long way trip I'm coming home,

but nothing looks good, nice and sweat at all

I'm trying to fight this feelings but I loose.

Lost respect from other people, but I still blow.

Don't need love I've rejected it,

for me it's a sin to fell in love,

rearranged all my goods And bad

 and there was nothing to see

no hope for the faith as ceasefire in world war three.

So many souls passing me and I'm trying to catch it,

see, all I can do is nothing,

feel, what can I do?! When i even lost my breath.

Hear, the sounds are loud around me but I can't see,

feel and hear anything, I guess it's how it suppose to be.

Silent is too silently sad,

black space is getting more black,

and i can't help my lack,

I need someone to help me for my comeback,

recover my thought,

illness is gone but emptiness is strong

and don't gives up to let me fill it with love.

Do you know how many bright night I've seen?

Do you feel how lost I am now,

do you see who's near me ?

No, you can't, cause you left me

for a long time a long time ago.

Sometimes I don't even want to make some difference

one day you'll let me down and treat with obsequious deference

but by than my hate will grown,

and I couldn't stand up from my throne

My life looks like a plain,

disorder, emptiness and a single pain,

painting with bright colours

but it's all washed up by the rain

my mind is lost and brainwashed brain

letting me do things, insane,

vain attempts to tidy up my soul,

but it's my own blame that I reached this,

and became a prisoner.

All days only moan and groan,

but no one can hear it

so I support myself by my own.

You may have everything what you want

and i don't even have a friend for life,

but i feel better than before

so by tomorrow I'll be on the othere side

silent, silent is the best,

silent silent is the worst,

silent, don't say no words

cause silent, is all that i want