....

just felt not ok and was listening to the music.

I'm not dying its just a recover 

words are flying soul is denied 

hoping for wander, but nothings up there,

my whole life trying to get done it...

afters, crying that I'm reclaimed,

so now fighting for my barriers

you know I'm crafting for those layiers,

"gamers" getting higher

but don't know that I'm higher than them,

praying for "son"... Now I'm lying cause I ain't praier.

After long way I'll get home,

my body is tired even thought bones,

my soul exhausted by many souls,

I know my lowest,

I've been there but still didn't get what love is,

I know fear is stronger than love,

but I'm trying to get that love to deny the fear,

and get there where is all clear.

My throne and chear burn up to feel losted,

exhausted f*****g busted,

I've never trusted to others lies 

my own lies are sweeter for me!

I've forgotten who we used to be,

at this fine beat I'm feeling free,

give me as much as you want

take from me as much as you need.

I'm painting by the black paint

my whole life is a sorrow

I have nothing to gain, just a sweat pain,

but ill keep it with me till the end

cause i know there is no man who can give me sweater pain,

oh god I'm too young to die and to young to live

its up to you what it be,

live or die, die or live, or just leave and not die,

can you help me cause you're the last who I trust,

I know I haven't great past but future isn't the mask that can suit me,

you know last place where I want to be is the place where I am now,

im feeling so alone that i think ill explode

my feelings too much wrong

that's what I explained but no ones listening,

I'm among the people who can't see the soul,

can't hear the pain all they can see is a silly rain,

in the main characters are same,

goods and bads heroes and queens

that's what I've heard and seen. G