If Only...

If only he would realize, if only he could see.

If only he knew what he does to me.

If only I could tell him, If only I could breath.

If only I could say "You saved my life."

If only I weren't a coward, I could tell him how I feel.

If only I weren't a horrible person, if only he could hear me out.

If only he could hear the silent screams from my brain, trying to make him realize.

If only I could tell him "I love you."

If only those three simple words were not this hard to say.

Maybe something could happen, and maybe he could be mine

If only I were sane, I could be a normal person, for once.

I want so bad to tell him, but the words just won't come out.

I want so bad to hold him, but I am afraid of how he will react.

What is this feeling?

How can this be?

Have I fallen in love?

Is this right?

Oh, what can this be?

Can it be love or is it just fake?

Is what I see an illusion or is it the truth?

I wish all these questions could be answered,

I wish my worries could be over.

I wish I could speak and tell him my feelings.

If only...

Reviews

[Louise Winter]

Wow.... this is so deep!
Very well thought out and also very intellectual!
Keep it up! :)