Emptiness

A Poem by Lone_Wolf

You took away all that I cared about.
WHY DO YOU EXPECT ME TO SMLE?!?!
Don't f*****g touch me.
Nobody but she can touch me.

F**k you thinking I'm the b*****d child.
She screams at you yet I get punished.
I write it all doen in my blue notebook.
You won't ever see my pain.

I've had so many panic attacks,
So many f*****g tears I've cried.
And you won't see any of it.
F**k you.

You took my wife-to-be away.
And you expect me to be normal.
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT F***S ME UP!!!!
Alcohol is my enemy.

I hate myself every day for the things you say
And the way you look at me with those sad eyes daily.
There's so many times I've wanted tokill myself.
But you won't ever know.

You won't know that you cause this emptiness.
You cause my lack of love.
YOU cause my anxiety attacks.
I'm afraid of coming home every day.

You cause my emptiness.
You're not my mother.
You're my worst nightmare.