How Swollen Lips Become When Confessions Never Fall.A Poem by Jeanmarie Flaherty
I bit my tongue, allowing for the injury of confessions, warped and broken, they sat warily on my bottom lip.
Trembling, I begged for completion, for I knew as long as forever lasted I'd be...
empty.
He smiled, sideways~
in the direction that lovers often do~
I was tempted to touch him for his arms were always a weakness of mine, and he swore beyond backwards skies that we were worth it...
months past due.
I cried, I counted the holes in the walls, the stains on the ceiling, broken picture frames appeared in my head, their discarded memories a warning, but he went on with life as if he knew how to live and kept the secrets of breathing from me and his breath
was sweet once
as September drew circles around us and laid me down in his skin.
I broke in half with declarations, I meant every word I said, I asked for reasons as I searched for his heart and he only said...
please...
as petals fell and grocery store bouquets made their way into the palm of my hand, conversation was futile, my back throbbed with anger, apologies flew around the room with the grace of summer~drunk bats and I breathed...
in his secrets...
as I begged to survive this...
please...
he said, eyelashes steady,
please stay...
and I broke, my right shoulder
throbbing
with the thought of us, stuck sideways forever
as lovers often are.
© 2009 Jeanmarie FlahertyReviews
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2 Reviews Added on September 6, 2008 Last Updated on January 13, 2009 AuthorJeanmarie FlahertyThe Gulf, FLAboutI am reality, I am art, I am every dream I've ever had and the corners of my childrens lips when they smile. I am tears and laughter, I am shoulders and knees, I am a writer, a photographer, a mother... more..Writing
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