1985 Series of Thoughts (really introduction piece for those written prior to 2008)

The series of thoughts written in "85" were considerations of
the pursuit of love from the aspect of the world and that
which was created by Jah for Adam and Eve and the 
comparason of the end result , as all children we seem to 
have to test each , for me personally I seem to have to 
hit the wall and get my punishment and then learn the lesson.
Ever it seems that the curse from the gardens expelling
and human expierence onward deftly tests our nature.
A womans craving to be connected to the half she was
made for and nurturance of those qualities, but this 
system of things accepts behavior that produces pain.
Ever have those things spurred my attempt to understand
human nature from the aspect of perfection and fallen
nature, the what would it be like if perfect and what is
the nature of the fall, and since most hearts crave love
if not so hardened by the violence fostered in thought
and deed by those who have succumbed to the world
and it's desires it proves to be a continueing source of
study, Having recently had to face these thoughts again
having put them down for over twenty or more years
they have again resurfaced to peruse and consider.
perhaps these considerations might give you all better
understanding of what my personal makeup is and
know that we all are influenced by these same things
whether we choose to recognize the path that we
all are on since the Fall. I left these things in Jah's
keeping as my youth has colored much of what might
be considered natural course of nature , but having
not had a natural course of childhood for input I find
I have to learn what is natural by careful consideration
and thought , but perhaps that has given me an edge
as I have to present these things to God and ask 
the questions for to me these things are as yet partially
undiscovered and take up my arguements with him.

And of course these recitations took place after a 
"relationship" I knew was doomed from the start, but 
ever attracted to exceptional intelligence and romance
( romance "ie" seduction) seducers always have the right
words "the disguise" for intent but still woman ever falls
for those words.......not very intelligent if one already
knows the source...

Proverbs 1-8

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