Natures Child (11-26-85)

I must have begged a thousand times
in the corridors of my mind 
begged you not to leave this way
pleaded that with me you'd stay
All things I will not voice
to give to you freedom of choice

All the achings of my heart
imploring you not to depart
my love for you is shameless
and my passions become tameless
requesting you to take some leisure
to be the source of all your pleasure

What is your sorcery and your spell
that you have left me in this hell
you have kindled in me a fire
and left it to be my pyre
have exposed my heart and soul
so that I am no longer whole

From me you've turned away your ear
from this knowledge that you fear
walking in the darkness of your night
shielded from the truth and light
from a love you cannot face
the truth of which you can't erase

At this time you are far away
but upon my heart and mind you stay
for what purpose have you gone
and left me to myself alone

Am I in your eyes dispised
and not to hurt me is your guise
and left to this accursed lot
that my needy heart has bought

I was natures loving child
tender , quiet , true not wild
walked into a twisted branch
of life , that some would call a chance

Unprepared was I for fate
to know you within my gardens gate
among my cultivated flowers
where I spend my many hours

Now without you is my garden bare
I for it's contents hardly care
Left upon my barren ground
till some hope of love be found

As I ponder futures fate
will mercy come for me too late
Will you to my love return
or will natures child you spurn

Pondering what happens when in a
relationship that neither has commited
to and lack of communication about
its status by either party ,women 
are generally far more hurt as they
are by nature built to love man
and do so easily , are also easily
decieved from the garden on as 
to a mans intentions ,early times
prevented much of this as one
finds that one can learn to love
another for the qualities that 
reside in another , of course since
modern society lacks honor ,fidelity
and so many traits that existed in 
earlier times as so few a taught them
with rigor from parents today

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