IF I HAD TO DREAM

IF I HAD TO DREAM , I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DREAM FOR... MORE DAMAGE TO MY SOUL?? MORE TEARS??? MORE SCARS?? MORE LONGING FOR LOVE?? MORE EMPTINESSS?? MORE OF THE NOTHING I HAVE??? DO I ASK TO BE SAVED?? DO I ASK FOR  TRAGEDY?? DO  I ASK FOR PLEASURE??? CAN I ASK FOR LAUGHTER?? DO  I BLAME MYSELF?? CAN I ASK FOR HAPPINESS??? I WAITED LONG ENOUGH SO  I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS