Guilt Trips and BullshitA Poem by Olivia JonesI'm just done.
I can't believe all this time I wasted on you
You told me you loved me You told me I pulled you out of a depression But I knew that wasn't true, and I was so wrong to let it slide I kept telling myself I should try to make it work I kept telling myself it wasn't that bad That you never hit me, or told me I was worthless, or fucked me as I begged you to stop Well, what you did was still abuse You held this guilt over my head You made me constantly feel like I was horrible, unlovable And that you were perfect You made me feel like I owed you something You cried to get what you wanted You told me how much you were hurting inside, and I believed all of your bullshit I believed you and I gave you what you wanted And I kept giving until I had nothing left in me Your cruel, heartless manipulation broke me And I could break you, too But I'm better than that I'm better than you I'm better than anything you've ever done in your life All you've done? All you've done is lay on your a*s and break an innocent girl who used to be happy It's not fair, what you took from me You didn't do it blindly You knew all along Well, here I am walking away You can go f**k yourself because I'm done with everything about you
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Added on May 6, 2016 Last Updated on May 6, 2016 Tags: fuck-you, breakups, wasted-time, i-hate-you |