The darkness between two

I was going to add more to this but I simply think it should stay as is...

As I sit on the passenger side of my fathers' car, the radio playing and ringing in my ear from the wind from the small crack in the window; I look off ahead of me with the lights on low and a  good distance between the car I'm in and the other ahead.

The trees surrounding us on both sides of the road, but whats in the middle of us and the other car; whats in that darkness? whats hiding in the middle? I feel cold and a weird chill in my bones.

 every time I close my eyes with my fingers out the window I wonder what could happen next, death? Am I going to open my eyes to a room full of swallowtail butterflies... shadows appear and loss of breath, I can't speak nor move; is this the last time I see the world? my eyes follow the light and tears fall down my face, do I dare to harm myself again or do I follow the cold air. Smoke leaving my mouth leaving a taste of grief and anger, I feel frozen In time am I human or am I a human that's not sane enough for this place.