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I’m stuck in the pit I’ve dug myself and I’m running out of water

To everyone who care, or tries to help me.

Honestly you should probably just give up

now your scotch tape can’t fix the million

of broken pieces I’ve shattered into

You see you can’t fix the broken girl

For some odd reason i Do not want you to

fix me because then you will probably get

bored of me not having to solve my

problems and then you’ll realize how

useless I really am.


You beg for answers of who holds my heart and I tell you you don’t understand and you’ll be mad at me yet you beg me to tell you I know we still have something me and you but what I don’t know is how much you love her and how much you love me maybe you don’t love me at all, though you’ve always been so reassuring me when I was on the brink of death looking Over the gapping hole that would one day take me to a fiery home maybe I’m so attention seaking I’ve created an alternate reality where me and you innocently flirt at volunteering and track or maybe it’s just cause your my best guy friend and I see you so damn much but whatever it is I just want to know how you feel without having to tell you because if you don’t feel the same way my heart will finally blow away after only so many fragments are left behind.

Author's Note

Ik ik my grammar sucks 🤷🏻‍♀️