Thoughts, Profound

For love 

I have lost nothing at all

I've never felt what it was like

to want it all to be

only the thoughts that overtake

when seduction sedates

I long for nothing at all

It all seems fleeting

worthless

without a point

What does it even matter

why do I even try

I will never feel a thing

and even then

not the sadness of goodbye

I have searched 

a thousand lives this time

but only in my mind

for then there's reality:

a long list of s**t I can never find

When it's time to hear that sound

sung sweetly

majestically ringing in the air

perhaps it will be said to another

by one sweeter still

and maybe through that time

in due time I will find

one that was mine

I sometimes think it will never end

but then again

who's to say 

what will be

and what then