I Have A Spinal Disease

Something that is just about me and what I go through and the emotion I feel everyday.

 

 

I Have a spinal disease that wont go away,

There is not much they can do to take away my pain,

I feel hopeless and all out of luck,

I need God healing and his warm gentle touch,

I don’t want this no more please take it away,

My vertebrae is going and I don’t know what to say,

The doctors don’t care to listen,

To come up with a plan,

To take away the pain so I can be glad,

I try to hide my tears each and every day,

So my family doesn’t see me suffer,

So were in life do I have a chance,

I don’t have a normal life,

Like many others do,

I some times cant get out of bed,

What am I suppose to do?

I can go cripple in a year or two,

Why cant the doctors do what they need to,

I need the surgery to fix it,

But they don’t give a damn,

I guess I will have to suffer when time come to an end,

I will be strong as long as I can,

Not only for my self but for the children that I have,

They are my life and I know I have to fight,

So this is why I send this all to God,

To rebuke the Devils band,

That has put this on me not giving me a chance,

I want to be able to get up and do my happy dance,

I want to be free from sorrow and live like I planed.

Author's Note

This is just some of what I go through and I am going through alot and I dont know how many out there are going through the same thing but I hope and pray to god that for all the ones that dont have were your spine is disapering that you will never ever have to experence this kind of pain,I am not asking for pitty on this poem or anything like that I just wrote what I was feeling at the moment..Its hard when you have to sit on a ballon lol and when you have to try to hide things from your children so that way they dont have to be sad and I enjoy geting on the floor and play with my kids with there toys so even though its hard to get up,,I fight and hide the pain cause thats how much I LOVE THEM......TY fot taking the time to read my poem I know it might sound bad but I dont care its my feelings and how I feel about my life and How I will it could just all go away,,God Bless you all ty.

Reviews

[Legion]

:( My wife goes through something like this as well. She is in chronic pain all the time too. I feel for you.

[Kristopher L. Bageant]

I can truly feel the pain in this poem you really know who to show your feeling in a way alot of people cant so I say keep up the good work and take care