BlackMail

To put all your trust into someone, and let them throw it all away because they didn't get what they want. Selfish, and I'd say inhuman.

She loved him.
How he helped her be strong and independent.
She trusted him,
with things even her best friend did not know.
They were happy,
and they thought they could take down the whole world together.
But the future changes,
Like they all say.
Too bad the Past does not.
Because in her past, was a secret.
Only this girl knew.
And with this secret,
she told her beloved.
Knowing nothing could go wrong,
with the man she desired to marry,
but was she just a high school flick?
To desert when no longer needed?
Oh how that's how she felt.
Through the break up, she wished of no hate,
and that's what she got,
how did she deserve all this pain?
When was the good going to start again?
And with that was the blackmail.
Only he could pursue,
He said " Do whatever i say, or else I'll tell."
And though she didn't believe he would,
she still did what he asked.
And just like any other, it got to be too much.
And she realized then,
he hated her.
That's why. She didn't deserve to be hated,
only by making peace with his new girlfriend
which was what made him unhappy.
He told the secret to the world.
and to the world, it wasn't a secret
and the girl, he world was crushed,
and her trust was broken.
and to all that she didn't deserve,
she still wishes him happy,
and after everything he's done,
she still says " i"m Sorry..
I never meant for you to hate me"
And she cries not because her secret was out,
but because she was no longer pleasing him
he didn't deserve what she's given him.
And the world he told her secret,
and the world made it public,
and her world had been trust.
and to the world
she was just another girl that was raped.

Author's Note

didn't flow that well to me. sorry. Lots of emotion in this for me

Reviews

[Lily Mae]

Rape of body, mind and or soul is the worse feeling in the world.. Sometimes it feels like we're all alone in that journey of recovery but there are people out there that do care..and will help...xxx

[TJ]

You're right...this piece is packed with tons of emotion and feeling...the guy was wrong for abusing your heart and trust..good of u to take the high road

[clairvoyantmars]

what a horrible boy, using a secret of that intensity as blackmail. and what a pure hearted girl, for still wishing him well. good work. :))

[StarSandwich]

It does flow, maybe it jerked off a little but the glow came back.
I like your poems and stories they all have a tragic mean, never saw the rape bit coming at all. xD to be honest, it was good.