Random

just random facebook status' i posted along my time

oh lovely loves are flowing through the river~
oh lovely loves are drifting away~
my lovely love is like my own sweet killer~
all our lovely loves transformed and morphed like clay~
...♥

Love only deserves one word.

death.

death seems so enchanting when all
you've been through is love in your life.

love seems like a magical word,

a type of medicine to the naive children in this world. but when you actually think about it,

isn't love just another excuse for lies and solitude?

my heart tells me lies and i'm the one that ends up hurting,

my heart laughs at my tears

and it's laughter hurts like hell...

if the heart told who you loved,

if it could cry out in agony,

if it told you who would hold,

kiss,

and tell you,

"if youre there, ill be there, if you leave ill always go with you,"

who'd smile and hug you in their darkest hours just because you say, "hello."

if it could do such things

id gladly take in every ounce of pain

just to find someone that says,

"i love you, i truly do,"

and not doubt those words again.

kind of dying inside,

living life as a lie.

Laughing for all the tears I've shed,

crying for all the scars that won't mend.

There's never anything clear in this mind,

there's never anything that holds my heart that I can find.

a person is given a ♥ & a key.

but that key does not belong to the one who holds it at first.

it's the key to another ♥.

try taking a long & most likely painful journey to find the ♥ that matches your key.

sometimes it fails & sometimes your key is bound to wander alone without a ♥ to unlock,

but sometimes your key can find a ♥ to be bound to forever..

my key has not fit yet.

the person i want to give it to already has a key in his ♥

every thump i feel of my heart

feels like a breath of air forced into my body.

it hurts when i cry at night

but when i'm with you it feels like a deep sleep

that can cradle me into sanity once more.

you don't understand

and i don't think you ever will

but i still love you,

you're the air in my life i've never had till now ♥

...it's so taunting to do what one wants to do.

but to think about the consequences halts your thoughts and you bow your head...

"i can't do what i want to do...i don't want to be played any more."

to be going through so much

and to think that you're only being played once more..

it's painful to think that the one you love with all your heart

might just be playing with you.

Once upon a time...

everything was simple.

Once upon a time...

love was just a fairy tale wish.

Once upon a time...

saying, "Sorry," was enough.

Once upon a time..

smiles were believable.

Now all there's left to find

is a Happily Ever After or an END.

Would there be life if there was no love?

Would there be love if we have no heart? 

Would we have heart if it did not beat?

would my heart beat if I did not have you?

Let the moon shine upon us as we lay here silently,

let the tall grass sway to the billowing breeze,

as the fireflies dance along with the stars

and the animals howl their unheard song

Roses are red,

violets are blue,

love doesn't kill,

loss and loneliness will.

the good times,

the bad times,

what does it matter what time it is?

what matters is who you spend that time with!

I'd rather have bad times with you,

than good times with someone else.

I'd rather be beside you in a storm,

than safe and warm by myself.

I'd rather have hard times together,

than to have it easy apart.

Remember I'd always love you,

you are the one who holds my heart.

meeting up with death is fascinating,

colliding with love will destroy you or save you,

colliding with fate will get you killed,

and hatred gets you no where

listen to the music in your heart,

at least until there's absolute silence

Author's Note

when we were
little.. war was only a card game, the only drug we knew was cough
medicine, wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut, the only things that
hurt were skinned knees, and goodbyes only meant til tomorrow.. and to
think we couldnt wait to grow up..