Left Me to Wonder Alone

you only speak of what's wrong with you
when all i see are perfections of you.
you have issues and so do i,
though you solve yours with fake happiness
i try to solve mine with hiding my lie.

there's no true happiness in this world
the feeling called Love is only a feeling of many
if you can't accept what i said to you,
then why should Love matter to me?

i only want you and only can smile around you.
truly smile without the sadness in my eyes,
truly laugh without the hint of doubt in my breath.
but you won't ever accept it will you...

i guess that's goodbye
between you and i
though i still love you and always will
you won't ever admit to this kill.