Chapter Two

My Two Sets Of Parents

All my life I have known I was adopted I can’t remember a time when I didn’t know.  When people ask what is it like I say it’s like having two sets of parents almost like grandparents that live far away. When you are there they are sweet but also parent like. And so it makes it as thought you have two parents. Well that is how it always is only more like when you are home and you aren’t around them. Because I know they are there and love me and care about me but they aren't there to show it and prove it.  I like to believe that they miss me and love me but in my heart I know that they left me and didn’t want me. every day it breaks my heart. The adoptive parents are a different story. They may have there abusive moments when we are fighting or when they are mad and with my mom that happens a lot but my dad is different. It only happens once in a blue moon. They love me and I know that. They are always there for me. even though I am never what they wanted. I am not a christrian and I am a problem child. But yet they only do things to help me. mom almost every day gets mad about something and yells at me. but she loves me. sure dad gets to me often enough but at least I know. But truthfully they aren't what I want. I want my real mommy and daddy.

Reviews

[Crazy Cat Man]

Hmmmm true. lots of people adopt becuz they cant have children of their own. so perhaps it is hard to love a child thats not your own. i do have 2 family friends that adopted children they are happy. the wife was shot in Cuba and couldn't have kids. but the man stayed by her side and they adopted 2 girls and the girls grew up great. I might consider adopting in the future.



"t only happens once in a blue moon. They love me and I know that. They are always there for me. even though I am never what they wanted."

awwww :( family is hard. we cant pick how we are raised.