Chapter One

The horror inside

My mom was 16, my dad was 20, when I was a baby they me gave up. I was adopted by my current set of parents.

I am abused by my adopted parents. Well not physical abuse but my adopted mom emotional abused me. My adopted dad dished out the physiological abuse.

There is anger inside me, hate and pain as well. I know where most of it came from but I don’t know what I did to deserve it. Well I do know. I was born. You see reader I wasn’t supposed to be born. My parents didn’t want me. They gave me up, so they wouldn’t have to fess up to their mistake.

I am now 13 years old. And I have many issues… one is that I am a self-harmer. But that is just the technical term.  To most people I am emo. I cut. I am suicidal. I have abandonment issues. But the worst thing is my dreams. What I want more than anything is to be married,  have four kids and be happy with a husband who loves me and takes care of me.

Reviews

[Crazy Cat Man]

YIKES already underage sex to begin this. My dad cheated on his wife with my mom. So my mom was his mistress that broke up a marriage. she was young and naive and scared in this new country.

Anyways so sad to hear about the emotional abuse.

[Xerclipse]

Well this girl needs to learn about handling herself. She gotta recieve education, pay her own bills while she knows everything. a really sad story, and impressive by the way. She needs a boyfriend

[judith106]

Wow..this is impressive but so sad at the same time. I plan on reading much more of your writings.