Self-Sealed Shadows

I've had a crush on a girl for about a week, basically as long as I've known her. But I can't go further, I'm not ready.

Spotting the otaku eyes 

of another apple to mine, 

I see the possibility of compatibility, 

but tragically, 

it was never meant to be.

Stuck in a 2.5 dimensional realm,

where I can easily flip from one side

to another,

I merely live to deceive.

Watching from the sidelines,

spectating the duo set-ups before me

as I ride solo,

I merely live to observe.

The man you see will disappear

before your very eyes,

and then backstab you,

just for his own sake.

The man you see will stand frozen,

stuck in the Ice Age of his own mind,

unable to move forward,

and yet still attracted to your very being.

My emotions, 

creating a sense of devotion, 

leaving the wolf standing alone

hungering for your presence.

And through this training,

I can move forward through this equivalent exchange, 

as there will no longer be furious emotions,

only small ones that will continue to grow

alongside yours, in an eternal Eden.

Reviews

[OdysseusL]

yo
quit agonizing
it's not good for you.