My Dear Protection

The true guardian I seek to find in my lifetime.....

The teddy bear that clings

to me in the dark,

the protection from

the stark motives

of the demons

lurking in my heart

you are my protection

 

guiding me

through the ancient abysses

and leading me

into the sanctuary of the light,

giving me the air

that i breath

 

through the visions i see

a visionary of life's beauty

layed upon your cheeks

oh how i wish

shakespearean words

could lay upon happier endings

of you and me,

 

together in bonds

held together

and fluid by the water

that holds us in tact

 

you are my structure

my support

that keeps my skeleton intact,

keeps the bones

from cracking up into dust

that blows away with the wind

but you pick me up,

held under the wings

sinking down onto earth

 

you are sound and sane

contrasting my ideal insanity

the creativity

that drives me into madness

you steer me

in the right direction

 

while not removing it

you help me embrace it,

face it,

get past the ordeals

 

you are my hope to fulfill

and protect

the love i hope for

all my wishes to come erect

 

i don't expect anything in return

but your love

and satisfaction

merely satisfied

by the chemical reaction

of us being one unit,

 

a common set

among the others

a pair

i can lay my heart into

and bet everything i hold dear with

 

-Jerisson DeLacruz 2/13/2012