Betrayal

Im crying right now....

My heart feels empty,

this knot in my throat when I speak,

You lied to me, everyone,

again you went behind our backs,

Why?

Don't you love us?

We are your family?

I thought you were going to change.

after what had happened three years ago.

Tell me,

do you love her?

What do you see in her?

Will you leave us for her?

please,

I love you,

I know about her,

I just dont want us to fight again,

So weak I feel,

But when I see her face,

You might not recognize me,

who knows what betrayal can turn you to.

I need you!

I hate you yet I love you!

You don't know this feeling,

How many tears I have shed,

How many times I have tried to injure myself,

From that day no one would tell me

what was happening,

I found out myself.

So many sleepless nights,

I wanted to leave,

To die,,

A pain felt

by Daddy's Little Girl..

Betrayal

Reviews

[Emmie]

Ooo, powerful... The love/hate comparison you made was deep. I know the feeling, not in this specific relationship, but with others. And, it's hard... but betrayal is a difficult emotion... a tricky one to deal with. but, the sun will shine again. I promise.

[Cherryblossom]

Aw, don't cry. It's going to be okay. Yes life cruelty picks on the purest of souls, but what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger. Great write, I could say I can relate, but I know really can't. That's your experience to live, but it gets better in the end.