Lyrics "Never know"

A life in the dark
Controlling my deafening heart
Don't want them to see
The sweet vulnerability
Innocence or generosity

An the world will show me all the wonders it can keep
An in the dreams im blessed with I can always believe

Still I never know the sunlight
In the shadows of the moon
Someday my soul will reach there
Some nights feel like I'm coming soon

I loathe the label lost
Everybody is at some cost
And nobody sells themselves love
They just buy a bag full of dirt

Planting seeds of the one
Never watering it enough

You'll never know the depth
Even though I'm trapped in it
Never know me when I'm set
Cause happiness hasn't met me yet