"it gets better" or

I am ready to wake the f**k up now. I get it it is the matrix... Free my f*****g mind. 

Why who put me here.

Sick of this fucked up s**t you call life.

I am fucked.

I want to die.

Someone f*****g kill me.

Must to be too f*****g selfish too f*****g this and that I hear.

It gets better

No reality just gets more bubble wrap you dumb f***s. 

You ignorant arrogant brainwashed c***s. 

Tired of it. 
F*****g done with it.

Why did I work from the kindness of my own heart huh?

Those thousands of unpaid f*****g wages would have got me the car I now am f*****g financing

Out of sheer desperation just to drive to go away to have the ability 

to go anywhere anytime. f**k.

I f*****g hate knowing what I know because the facts really f*****g hurt and now I have to have stupid f*****g kids telling me debating me just bullying me at there own opinions being the right ones!? stupid f***s I'm just as young f**k that's how f*****g "woke" I am i don't believe in all these social f*****g constructs let me lose my f*****g mind its not like people haven't already labelled that s**t on me.

F**K.

Nobody f*****g hears me - by choice

Nobody can love me because that's my choice but they don't really negotiate f*****g terms

most of us are selfish consumer driven morons or arrogant pretensions false hope fools.

Im a bubble burster

im a freedom fighter

im a f*****g half decent human being for christ lucifer and all the other folk f*****g lores sake.

HEAR ME

because this anxiety hears me

this depression hears me

the blade the lighter the ocean the pills the booze the homeless f*****g stranger hears me

So

DO YOU!?