Sincerely Azsa

Lyrics {Sincerely Azsa)

I lay silence
Nobody hears me
Nobody knows

I've been laid violent
Black and blue
And left without a cent
But nobody heard me
Cause nobody enjoys
The truth

I'm not much to look at
Not much at all
And you say sweet things
You can be so kind
But I know I left some fragment 
Of attraction behind

Nobody here to guide
Nobody here in pride
I've been dark
All of my life
An the ballads come and go

I'm on a ledge in a car or out the window
But it wasn't the labels they glued to me
Or the sick torture to my flesh
It was the feeling of no shift
No change
I wasn't the only one
Who would go through this

Over and over again

I lay silence
My words bleed from my sleeve
Soul is hanging by a wire
And these demons have a blow torch glowing inside my head

If you knew me
Took hours instead of seconds
Maybe you could see
But I'm not relevant to you're existence
There is no fortune fame or connections in me

End me
End me
And know it was for the best
I even tried to speak up for the rest of us
But the gates haven't never been more locked 
And the path has never been so long

Some of us mutilate 
Some of us demonstrate
Some of us make jokes
An some of us just write words...

Actions spoke 
Nobody was caring
This life shows me hell
And these days
There's nothing more comforting 
When you can let it out
So forgive me
I'm a human being
Trying not to die by my own hands

I even tell myself
The devil wouldn't understand.