Taste it

This vice is killing me
In a bottled rage denied
Addiction to lust
Why can't we just be free
Why do I believe in monogamy
An then... I'm restless with thoughts

My heart and soul is yours
My body just needs to feed and be fed
Crushing inner desires
Putting out these fires
For I know now what is right...

Even if I cum, even if there's an adrenaline
I'll walk away, I'll need it again
Why does it have to be up to us
Alone to fight and comprehend
I'm trying to replace it
An then depression lurks around the corner

When I feel it I only get hornier
The devils cheeky grin
What would fresh meat give me
What honestly would I win

You love me an I love you
And still I'm afraid
I'm after validation
After a while
The darkness succeeds

So I wonder why we deny ourselves
When we can be in love with one
And only taste the forbidden of many