Hello there

I don't get attached
I've been a loner
Family is a faded shame
Cause I love least I believe it is love
But I watch them lost and burnt out
The fragments of who they wanna be
And the ever dreaming humans we see

I think how miserable we are
How much relief it would be to end
It's not that I'm pysco or on the spectrum
I just wouldn't miss any of em

An I wouldn't miss me

I don't see life
I've been empty
Filling me with natural depression
Cause I already knew natural ecstasy
I just know I'm here waiting
Waiting to die

Still I want to know why

I think how selfish and sick we are
How much healing it would be to end
Its not that I'm atheist or worshipping horror
I just wouldn't miss any of them

An I wouldn't miss me....

We are addicts to pain and painkillers addicted
Drinking our lives to dispose common sense
If it isn't religion it's drugs sex or violence
Or conspiracy
May be that's what f*****g life is
A conspiracy theory

An I wouldn't miss me