Wish

She has power she has magic
An love
Unconditional
Tho once you break it
Something awakes and she
Becomes the loss you fear
A wish, is just a wish
An I wish, if only if
The universe was wrong
Just tell me what chord to what song
I have to sing
To wipe away her tears

It goes both ways
My actions spoke loudly
And pain
That never goes away
Tho I am complex
A mess
Undeniable chaos
It's strange
How I ran away

Don't, ever lose the mind
Ever fear the cradle of life
She'll never understand
What demons I had
An why it was just my time

A wish is just a wish
I wish if only if
She could see herself
An read nobody else
Cause it hurts how wrong she is
Cause it hurts how wrong she is

Dreams, as far as the soul can see
Was a world inside of me
An I eventually let her in
But I was shaking with the key

A wish is just a wish
I wish if only if
She had felt my love
An remembered us
It goes beyond trust
That I would be here
Unable to reach out
All fear all anxious and all doubt

A wish... for life to change
To take away the words she said
The workload that I bared
Because family is more than friends
If only she knew
What I could have said
Maybe that end....was for the beginning....