Nothing Breaks like a heart

Inspired by the song of the same name (Mark Ronson + Miley Cyrus)

It's inside
Hell you can not see
I've lived here most of my life
Screaming bleeding to be set free
It may have a name but it only comes with stigma
It may have symptoms but it only comes with prescription
The pain you can feel
Tho nobody around can deal
I'm begging I'm pleading and
Silence is beholding
In a tunnel that never ends

Now there's history repeating
Sins from the elitist to the church repeating
How can a heart mend when the tv stays on
Screens everywhere to stare at destruction
An even when you walk out the front door
The timer starts
Who is going to break whose heart?

The blind leading the blind leaving the children behind
Caged is the man who they say repent
Now children divided of politics hellbent

How much paper was spent
How much paper was spent
Death inevitable but murder heaven sent - for minds who don't want to hear the blast
An be left behind

Who wants to live in a world of hate
Who wants to live in a world of lies
Who wants to Express themselves
When we are taught to cage our minds?

The drugs feeding the pigeons and the pigeons
Flocking to the streets
Terrorism like sheep
Implosive humans treated as weak
Because of a broken heart
Because we don't recognize
We don't realise
Or we just turn away
A broken heart

Loneliness is going to kill us
Anxiety depression it's being fed every day
Because we turn away
Setting off that timer
Whose going to break whose heart today

Nothing (but love) is going to save us now
Unconditional love for a broken heart
Hope
Courage
No more fear
Feel it inside
I maybe nobody
But my love is here
I am still here

Author's Note

I get passionate and blurt it out. I've had ptsd/anxiety since pre pubescent. Nothing hurts more than knowing how dark the world we live in is now... but I am still here. After all my attempts not to be. Theres reason.