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April 25, 2016

1:06 am

You know that feeling when you think you've the one, the spark, that gutsy feeling inside you that says this is going to be epic... well, ive probably found mine many years ago when I was still the loser form high school.

I've seen him so many several dozen times and until now , the lurking thought is still there, part of my path somehow. He's in my imagination, my day dreams, my every possible life scenario and epic moment,  my career choices and probably every other thing there is to think of. 

I dont know if you call that falling in love. If that's even love at all.. Yet here i am at 1 in the morning writing about a person that's miles away and doesnt even think of me. 

A psychic friend of mine once told me, without even having a clue about this, that all my dreams would happen and that this guy would one day be mine. It was really shortly said and ever talked about again, but I could never forget it. Honestly, there's a small bit of me that hopes it would actually come true and it was all going to be just a matter of time. That was three years ago.

You really are one epic something then.