I quit

I quit

A Poem by ayejodie

Do you ever want to do it over?
Your life?
End this life.
Drop everything and walk out of the exit doors.
Do you ever dream of what's beyond the hills?
There has to be more than this..
Just drop the Mike..
F**k this...f**k this life.
I'm starting again.
As if we'd make no mistakes..
I'd smile more,
I'd have made something with my life.
I would have lived for me, and nobody else.
I would have stayed away from the wrong people,
That turned out to be most people...
I would have never loved him.
I would have ran somewhere beautiful.
Just me.
In my new life, I would be happy.
I would be.
It seems so much easier than staying here..
Always waiting for the hole in the ground to swallow me up.
-Take me somewhere.

Imagine, a do over.
An exit door.
The ability to quit life.

© 2016 ayejodie


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It's good, reminds me of the movie WILD, you gotta see that movie, it's amazing.

Posted 8 Years Ago


I know how it feels and how much pain the heart bears when it says it wants to quit... Don't give up, no matter how hard or painful this life gets there is always a better day and those momentary painful days will pass... Don't quit, hold on my frnd...

Sincerely
Dhiman

Posted 8 Years Ago


ayejodie

8 Years Ago

You're so kind, thank you
I hear ya. Hang in there, chiefy.

Life is long and tremendous, someone said once. I cling to that.

Posted 8 Years Ago


ayejodie

8 Years Ago

Nobody said it would be easy right? Thank you :)

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Added on May 27, 2016
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Tags: Life, depression, hurt, sad, suicide, help, helpless, depressed, lonely, alone, hate, poem, poet, poetry, spoken, thoughts, meaningful

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ayejodie
ayejodie

Ireland



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Hey i'm Jodie, I'm 23! I hope you enjoy reading and of course, all feedback is more than welcome and very appreciated x more..

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