"Everyone Needs Me"A Poem by Anastasia Rae
Everybody always counts on me,
depends on me, yeah they all need me. Everybody always turns to me. comes to me, yeah they all need me. They never call to say hi they just see me as a wall they use when they fall and I'll tell you what I'm so sick of it all. Only remember me when they need something other than that they just pass me by.
Don't really care if I live or die, no they won't cry. Why do I let myself go through this they see me as useless, use me, then throw up the deuces. They think it's a game to be played, but their petty things affect me everyday. Never gonna change, always gonna be the same always this way they'll never listen to what I say. Everybody always counts on me, depends on me, yeah they all need me. Everybody always turns to me, comes to me, yeah they all need me. They could care less about what I'm through they use me, then do what they do. If they only knew how much i got screwed by my so called friends, they don't care. It'll never end, won't be any better around the bend. They don't know how to receive the message I send. Some of these friendships I can't mend. They don't care how I feel, to them it's not real so it's no big deal. Maybe if I disappear I'll fill their little hearts with fear have them running around saying "oh dear." Yeah, I know i deserve much better, no one ever thinks "man what's upset her?" I can't handle all this on my own but I don't have a choice cuz I'm alone nobody throws me a bone. They leave me out in the cold, this routine's getting old but I'm not so bold to tell them I'm done. Well guess what? This time I'm done I'm not having fun so my last piece of advice is screw everyone. Everybody always counted on me, depended on me, yeah they all needed me. Now they'll try to come to me, turn to me but they wont see me. © 2012 Anastasia Rae |
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Added on August 24, 2012 Last Updated on August 24, 2012 Author
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