Numb

i dont know what to feel anymore,
you left me so numb that i cant bare it you w***e,
what did you think of me when i confronted you,
about how my feelings, how they were true
.but i really apologize for putting you through,
all the awkward moments, between me and you
when i told you my feelings, straightforwardly
you suffered a lot. 
you were so thoughtful about my feelings
i forgot, for putting up with me and my useless needs,
these bitter-sweet feels, i hope they heal 
in the end i guess we're just friends.
but all i want to do is tell you:
thank you.