bloody poetry

I bleed these words,

so you can see,

all the pain inside of me,

the pain I never want to see,

but haunts me even in my dreams,

with each tear that streams down my cheek,

these monsters I can not defeat,

he tells me there will be no harm,

as he holds me in his arms,

but when he's gone,

I come undone,

I feel like I am the mistake,

the one they all seem to blame,

i see the hate living in her eyes,

this is the woman who gave me life,

I feel abandon from her sight,

I only see a little light,

a little light that shines so bright,

Only she can change my plight