harder than they know

So many things racing through my head,

they all admit it i'm better of dead,

her words still sting inside,

everyday it gets harder and harder to hide,

though I hide my pain and strife,

the pain I feel hurts like a knife,

I just want to end it all,

But there is one who catches me when I fall,

he stands with me through it all,

He tells me its ok,

he tries to wash the pain away,

I'm holding back all my tears,

my head is filled with lonesome fears,

I am trying not to let it show,

I hope and pray he'll never go,

trying my best not to let it show,

still the pain is harder than they know