breaking inside forced to hide

I dream a lot,

I know you hear me say,

i've got to get away,

but I can't find a place,

thats mine for the taking,

can you see inside,

my heart is breaking,

listen to me,

or watch me bleed,

the scars still won't heal,

I guess its just too real,

but promise me,

if you decide to turn away,

 you'll look back,

and see me wasting away,

starting to break,

motionless and standing in thhe rain,

i'm not perfect but,

i'm perfectly in pain,

and can't you see,

the words have left a stain,

i guess I have myself to blame,

that does it matter,

they blame me anyway,

do my words have any meaning,

if you can not find the feeling,

i've been hiding all my life,

and I can't sleep,

words still haunt me,

somtimes I feel I can not breathe,

but I guess I'll have to pretend,

that nothing is wrong with me

Reviews

[chaotic katie]

i know... this feeling is almost expected most times for both of us

[DeathChaser]

wow really good! very deep. i believe i know this feeling...