![]() Remember our firsts and our last?A Poem by AJNEPRemember when we first met? how we stole glances at each other? and how quickly we looked away when our eyes connected. Remember when we first touched? It was an accident really, your arm brushed mine but I froze at the touch. I can still feel the electricity going through my body. Remember our first date? I was so nervous and you were so cool. I kept fiddling with my fingers and you easily slipped your arm across my shoulders. I kept talking about stupid things and you listened like what I was saying actually made sense. Remember when you first visited me at home? You were late. But you had a bottle of my favorite liquor in your hand, How could I possibly be upset with you when you carry in your hand the key to my night. You told stories about your family that night, stories only few knew. I barely remember the stories but I remember how much I wanted you that night. You were a gentleman and gave me a sweet kiss on the cheek when you said goodnight. Remember our first kiss? We finished that bottle of liquor you brought for me, Exchanged the funniest stories all night, I played with your hair while you played with my hands. Prolonging what I've wanted to you to give me since our first meeting. I walked you out to your car, and you kissed me, I smiled and said "finally" and you smiled. I jumped and danced in my driveway as you drove away. Remember our first trip? We didn't know how to be around each other at first, We drank and listened to music while the waves in the background lulled us to relax, We got drunk and I slipped in the bathroom and bumped my head, You ran in and carried me to bed and iced my bruise all night until I fell asleep, I woke up remembering how sweet you were the night before, how you made everything extra comfortable for me. I loved waking up beside you. We lounged at the beach all day and kissed and cuddled. And on the drive home you held my hand never letting go until I was home and you had to leave. Remember our first fight? It was the first time I've ever heard you raise your voice, My tears broke instantly and my voice along with it, I kept saying sorry without knowing why you were so upset. But you held my hand letting me know that you weren't leaving, you were just upset. I held on to your hand for dear life, I wanted you to feel just how much I love you. We made up and made out. Erasing all doubts and fears I had about the fight. Remember when you didn't want this anymore? You stopped returning my calls, The warmth you used to give me was replaced with a cold polite smile, Our conversations turned friendly and so did our touch. You wanted out but I didn't listen. Remember when we ended? You sat down across from me so calm and collected, I was breaking down in sobs asking you why and what happened? You watched me and said nothing. You left me sitting there with my questions. You left with my heart in your hand. And you didn't even want it anymore. I was broken and you were just fine. Remember me? The fool who fell in love with you.
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Added on July 17, 2012 Last Updated on July 17, 2012 Author![]() AJNEPPhilippinesAboutI'm not really a writer but I find myself scribbling down thoughts and feelings in my drunken emotional state of unrest... more..Writing
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