Head inside the box

Hey, how have you been?
It's been a long time and
We haven't talked.

Here, take this gift,
It won't kill you, would it ?
A departing gift of sorts.

.
.

How is your new lover?
For old times sake,
Lets take a walk.

I heard you moved out,
From your last place
And found a new job.

Are you happy now?
Did you finally get
What you sought.

I am also fine though
But sometimes I admit
I feel so lost.

I had a fight last night,
Got a bit drunk
And punched a cop.

Oh, don't you worry,
I took care of it
And the charges were dropped.

You look lovely by the way,
Was that a new dress
That you bought?.

I'm sorry for that day,
When you broke up
And we fought.

I still can't believe,
that you are gone,
I feel like a corpse.

I gave you all I could,
Did I ?
Or did I not ?.

I thought I'd come clean,
I never got over you
It still kills me and I rot.

And it was me,
Who just killed your lover
To-night In the parking-lot.

I am sorry,
But he found out
That I am the one who would stalk.

He found me
And I was so afraid
That I would be caught.

I tried to call you,
Share my pain
But you had me blocked.

And you never opened the door,
No matter
How much I knocked.

Everything came out at once,
I tried my best
But I couldn't stop.

But I admit it felt so good,
When I bashed his skull
With a rock.

Don't be afraid,
I won't ever hurt you
You are all I have got.

Though I do admit,
Your face looks ever so beautiful
Inside of this box.