Chapter 7 ~ RileyA Chapter by A. L. AllenThings get a little... complicated. I woke up to the sun streaming through my window. I
burrowed deeper underneath my comforter and pulled my covers up underneath my
chin and tried to go back to sleep. I wasn’t ready to get up yet. Last night
had been and exhausting, tear-filled nightmare. I had changed into my polka-dot
pajamas, and then curled up into a ball and cried myself to sleep. I cuddled up into an
even tighter ball, relishing in my comfortable blankets and hoping to drift
back to sleep; however, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t go back to bed.
The decision I had finally made last night kept running through my head and
keeping me up. My problem was that I couldn’t figure out exactly how I wanted
to act on that decision. My brain was examining every angle trying to find
the most painless plan of action. Unfortunately, they all
pretty much stunk. Accepting the fact
that sitting in bed agonizing over the whole thing wasn’t doing me any good, I
reluctantly pushed the covers off me and got to my feet. I went to my closet,
but realized that getting ready for the day would just give me more time to
think and give myself cold feet. Instead, I pulled on a sweatshirt, put on a
pair of slippers, and brushed my hair back into a ponytail. After wiping the
sleepers out of my red-rimmed eyes, I left my room and headed downstairs. My mom was in the kitchen
like she was every morning, cooking eggs and bacon and humming happily to
herself. Dad was sitting at the table, drinking a glass of orange juice and
looking over some paperwork. It was a welcome distraction from my impending
catastrophe. Mom looked up from the
pan of sizzling bacon. “Morning, honey!” She
said brightly “You ready for some breakfast?” I smiled wanly at her
and kissed her on the cheek. “I’m not very hungry
right now.” I told her “Thanks, though. I’ve got somewhere to be, but I should
be back soon.” A knowing look formed
on my mom’s face. She gave me a warm hug “Good luck, sweetheart.” She said. I smiled, my eyes
getting a little misty “Thanks mom.” I rasped. I could feel a lump starting to
form in my throat. Turning away before any more tears could fall, I grabbed my
keys and started to head out the door. “Don’t let him down
easy!” My dad called “He doesn’t deserve it!” I shook my head and
shut the door. Walking through our
dewy lawn and out to the driveway, I clambered into my car and took off. As I
drove, my mind was screaming at me to turn around, telling me that I was making
a huge mistake. My heart, however, kept me going. About ten minutes
later, I pulled up in front of Lance’s house. Summoning up my courage, I got
out of my car and knocked on his front door. I waited a few minutes on the
porch, my heart throbbing painfully in my chest and my stomach twisting itself
up in nervous knots. Lance finally answered, and his eyes widened in surprise
when he saw me. He quickly walked out and shut the door behind him. “Riley, hi!” He
stammered, glancing around nervously “What… what are you doing here?” Not really noticing his
strange behavior, I stood in awkward silence, trying to string together what I
wanted to say. Closing my eyes, I took a calming breath to settle my nerves,
and then just let it out. “Lance, I… I’ve been
doing some thinking, and, well… I think… I think we need some time away from
each other.” I said haltingly. Lance raised an eyebrow
“What?” I sighed “Lance, this
relationship just isn't working out for me.” I told him “I just… I just don’t feel anything.” Lance’s face hardened “Oh,
I see. So you’re breaking up with me, is that right?” He asked bitingly. I looked down and bit
my lip. I heard his front door
creak open “Lance, baby, is anything…” The voice trailed off “Oh.” I looked up, my eyes
wide. I recognized that voice. Brittany was standing
in Lance’s doorway, her arms folded tightly across her chest and a distasteful
look on her face. “Riley, why are you running around in your pajamas?” She
asked. I blinked, hoping that
what I thought I saw I wasn’t actually seeing. I turned to Lance “What is
Brittany doing here?” I asked him, frustrated at the way my bottom lip quavered
slightly. He put his arm around
her waist and pulled her close, and she giggled irritatingly. “Is there
anything wrong with a girlfriend having breakfast with her boyfriend?” He
sneered. “Girlfriend?” I asked
in disbelief. I could feel the heat rising to my face, and I dug my fingernails
into my palms as I tried to restrain myself. “How long has this been going on?”
“Two months.” Brittany
said giddily. “But it’s okay Riley, there’s no reason why we can’t share.” “Shut up.” I spat at
her, a little surprised at my own vehemence “You’re sick, and you have
absolutely no say in this.” She had the decency to
look hurt. How could I have been
so incredibly stupid? All the signs had been there. The way she hung on his
every word; how she couldn’t keep a steady boyfriend for more than a few weeks.
My boyfriend had been cheating on me with my best friend, and to add to the
horrible cliché, I had been blissfully ignorant of the whole thing. It was a
painful, cruel betrayal, and the hurt and anger pierced me to the very core. “Is there a problem,
Riley?” Lance asked with mock innocence. I looked up at Lance,
my jaw clenched and my eyes blazing. “You
know what, Lance,” I said, barely controlling my fury “I honestly don’t’ care
anymore.” All pretenses of ‘letting him down easy’ flew out the window. Dad had
been right. He totally didn’t deserve
it. “I’m so happy that you found
someone that is just as selfish, shallow, and two-faced as you. I certainly
hope that you two enjoy each other’s’ company.” Casting one last
pointed look at Brittany, who looked about ready to throttle me, I turned on my
heel and stalked off to my car before Lance could get the satisfaction of
seeing my bitter tears. Lance pushed Brittany inside and angrily slammed his
front door. A small sob finally escaped my lips, and I broke down. I tried to
drive, but couldn’t see the road through my tears. In order to prevent an accident,
I pulled into a nearby supermarket and just cried. Darn that boy! Why couldn’t
it have been a clean break? Did there have to be the hurt and betrayal? I think
the worst part was that both of them had been playing me for so long, and I had
trustingly gone along with it. It took me about
fifteen minutes to get my tears under control. When I was sure that they weren’t
coming back " at least for a while " I got out of my car to get some fresh air.
I closed the door and leaned back against the frame, rubbing my eyes tiredly.
The day wasn’t even half-way over, and it was already shaping up to be pretty
awful. I was suddenly glad that I hadn’t put any makeup on. I would’ve looked
like a wreck. Of course, I probably looked like one anyway. As I sat there,
passively surveying the nearly empty parking lot, I saw two beat up
shopping-carts, filled to the brim with groceries, come out of the supermarket
seemingly all by themselves. I squinted my eyes to
make sure I was seeing things correctly. A head suddenly poked out from between
the two carts, trying to see where it was going, and I let out a gasp of
surprise. It was Ben… again! I suppose I really shouldn’t have been surprised. After all,
he had managed to pop up everywhere else I had been in the past few days. I watched him in
consternation as he carefully maneuvered the mountains of groceries down the
sidewalk. What us could one teenage boy possibly
have for all those groceries? I knew boys were supposed to eat a lot, but this
was ridiculous. Partially out of burning curiosity, but mostly out of a
desperate need to take my mind off Lance, I made the sudden decision to follow him.
I locked my car, and
then casually started to stroll down the sidewalk behind him. He was too busy
keeping a precarious tower of cereal and mac-n-cheese from falling out of one
of the baskets to notice. My nerves were tense as I followed Ben from a safe
distance. I was constantly on the lookout for things I could hide behind, and
my muscles tensed every time it looked like he was going to turn his head. I had one close call
after about twenty minutes of walking. Ben came to a complete stop and turned a
full 360˚, his eyes sweeping suspiciously across everything in sight. There was
nowhere to hide, except for a small trashcan that had been put out on the curb.
It was too small for me to hide behind, so I did the next best thing. I dove
for it and quickly took the lid off before shoving my face deep into it. The
scent made me want to vomit, but I stuck it out. I couldn’t run the risk of Ben
seeing me. “Where is that sock?” I
grumbled loudly enough for him to hear, shaking the garbage can around a bit to
make it seem like I was actually looking for something. I waited for what
seemed like hours for the sound of moving grocery carts. When it finally came,
I let out a sigh of relief and retrieved my head out of the trash. Brushing off
my hair to make sure nothing had lodged itself in it, I started after Ben again.
We walked for about
another five minutes before he turned off onto a little dirt path that led
straight into a copse of pine trees. I scrunched my forehead in puzzlement. Why
in the world was he taking all those groceries there? Was he offering them as sacrifices to the bears? I shook my head at the
mental image that came with that thought. There was no mistaking it. My brain
was fried. Deciding to move with
more caution, I hid behind a wooden fence and watched him as he made his way
into the trees. Once he was out of sight, I crouched low to the ground and
dashed towards where I saw him disappear. As I got closer, I could hear the
shuddering rattle of the carts as they rattled across the uneven ground.
Following the sound, I moved from behind tree to tree until we reached the edge
of a fairly large lawn. A weather-beaten cabin sat in the middle of the grass,
creaking slightly at the slightest breath of wind. The paint was flaking and
nearly non-existent, and the porch-steps leading up to the door sagged in the
middle from years of use. At
the tell-tale sound of the grocery-laden carts, I dropped to the ground behind
a black-berry bush that sat on the edge of the yard and peered out from between
the leaves. “I’m home!” Ben called
out as he approached the cabin. The front door burst
open, and my eyes widened as I watched a wave of kids tumble out and swarm
around the two grocery carts. I shook my head in disbelief. Were they all his brothers and sisters? The older kids started
taking the groceries inside, while the younger ones clumped around Ben, all
babbling at the same time. Their volume rose as they each tried to talk over
each other, and I was able to catch snippets of their conversation. “Can we play outside
now, Ben?” “We’ve been really
good!” “You’re back now!” Ben held up his hands
with a laugh " a laugh? " to cut off
the noise. “If you help me bring
in the rest of the groceries, then
you can play outside.” He said. The kids whooped and
hollered as they attacked the grocery carts. Two girls, who looked to be about
two and one, were left in the dust. With a broad smile that very nearly took my
breath away, Ben picked up the two-year-old. She squealed in delight as he
swung her up onto his shoulders. He then carefully bent down and hoisted the
one-year-old up. He planted a kiss on her nose, shifted her to his side, and
then grabbed the last grocery bags with his free hand. I blinked in surprise as
a warm feeling spread through my heart. I don’t think I had ever seen anything
as sweet as that moment ever in my life. I would have never expected that soft side from Ben. I thought about leaving;
there was really no point to following him in the first place. However, the
thought made my heart ache. I couldn’t tear myself away. I wanted to see more
of how Ben interacted with these kids. A few minutes later,
Ben emerged from the house again with the kids following him like baby
ducklings. Ben was carrying a ladder and wore a well-used tool belt at his
waist. As he set it down and climbed up the roof, the kids scattered around the
yard. I mentally counted all of them, and shook my head in amazement. There
were at least twelve that I could see. How in the world did Ben’s parents
provide for all of them? As I sat there watching
them, a sudden, unsettling feeling came over me. Ben was the one that had gone out to get the groceries. Ben was the one that was currently
fixing the roof and keeping the rambunctious kids in line. Ben was the one I had seen working two jobs, when most high-school
kids could barely handle one. There were no signs of adult supervision
anywhere. I didn’t know how I knew, but I felt fairly certain in my assumption. Ben was taking care of
them all by himself. I placed a hand over my
mouth as that realization hit me between the eyes. No wonder he always seemed uptight. I couldn’t imagine the responsibility
he must’ve felt weighing down on his shoulders. It made me wonder, though, how
he had gotten into this situation in the first place. “Skye! Be careful!” Ben
called, startling me out of my thoughts “Remember what happened yesterday?” “I’m being careful!” A
young girl’s voice called back. My eyes followed where
the sound had come from. My jaw dropped involuntarily and my eyes bugged out of
their sockets. A girl that looked to be about seven was giggling as she floated a few inches above the ground! My eyes darted across
the clearing, hoping to find some plausible explanation. Instead, I only saw
more things that left my mind reeling. A girl with bright red
hair was standing at one edge of the clearing, and then, in the blink of an
eye, she was standing at the other side, the grass torn to shreds in her wake.
The little two-year-old was chucking rocks that I would have trouble picking
up! A boy was running around the yard, switching back and forth between
being a normal boy and a golden retriever. I squeezed my eyes shut
and pressed the heels of my palms to my temples, telling myself that I wasn’t
actually seeing what I thought I was seeing. Stuff like this only happened in
comic books, not reality. I tentatively opened my
eyes again, hoping and praying that what I was seeing was only my fried brain
playing tricks on me. Unfortunately, it wasn’t. I rubbed my temples again, still
trying to process exactly what I was seeing. The kids had super powers. A strong hand suddenly clamped
down on my shoulder, and I let out a startled shriek. I whirled around to come
face-to-face with Ben’s piercing green eyes. They were as cold and hard as
granite. “Would you like to tell
me what you’re doing here?” He growled. © 2013 A. L. AllenAuthor's Note
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4 Reviews Added on July 1, 2013 Last Updated on July 1, 2013 AuthorA. L. AllenLogan , UTAboutWelcome! I have had a lifetime passion for writing. I started when my father introduced me to the wonders of Microsoft Word on a dinosaur of a computer, and haven't stopped since. I have attempted .. more..Writing
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