2020 1 month 15 days.

Ill mind thoughts.

Here we are again.

My brain, how fun right?

Today I've done nothing but work and mess around doing little things and caught up.

My heads been hurting me like crazy for days.

To be honest ever since I was rushed to the hospital from work.

I've been more sick then ever.

I also work everyday and have for months.

I finally told my boss in a letter about how it was burning me out.

People noticed before my own mind accepted it.

I cant help this though I need it I want purpose but then I started to hate it.

I hated this feeling of going to this place not just once a day but twice it made me mad.

I was so tired I am so tired. 

I cried and wailed my body is always so weak my mind is mixed.

I finally gave her the letter and she agreed to letting me have one day off a week.

One whole day sounds so nice. A day to breath once again.

Soon I will again not this Thursday but today is a step closer to free.

Yet there or here I keep feeling something looming over me.

Purpose? I feel depressed? Scared? Angry?

Maybe I will share it this reason being who I am behind my eyes.

This brain this soul this power.

Nobody knows our powers.