What I can't answer.

What was it that made us become in love?

What made us drift away?

I have no answers to the questions.

But I have an answer to a question that is filled with pain.

We slowly stopped being as close.

I still loved you though.

It was one night I thought I had control.

But the emotional passion gave in.

I said no because you were in my heart and mind.

But he finally reached my lips with his.

I tried to resist but he was so sad before and that moment he was happy.

I for some reason only wanted him happy.

In the end, I told you the truth and that is when it ended.

I thought that maybe you would have understood.

Maybe that you would have given me a chance.

But you didn't and I don't blame you.

In fact, I still love you.

It hurts it really does hurt.

All I wanted was to make someone happy and instead I lost my happiness.

I saw a future with you and now it's blank again.

What scares me the most.

Is that now that we are apart I see that we are still the same.

That we act the same not speaking and hiding behind a mask each.

We were in love or were we just together?

That I can't answer.