Love lasting beats.

A man torn apart by bad love after bad love, from young youth to his middle aged, to his heart's last beat.

I once met a girl at the mall. Thought she meant the world to me. So I gave her everything i had money food gifts. She turned out to be a cheat and left me feeling weak. Said she'd been thinking for a long time about breaking up with me. 

And she found somebody new someone with better gifts and better looks. I've been thinking that this whole time it was nothing but a waste. Though she said I never thought you'd stay with me that long. That's okay i said to her, With a heavy heart. I hope he takes your filthy heart and drops you in the dirt.And then he throws you away someday like you did me.

I don't wanna take your precious time she said to me.
'Cause all she heard from the other man was you're such a pretty face and that's all you need for me.
I began to scream; but you turned into a pretty big waste of my time all the lies.
I don't wanna take up all your time she replied knowing in the back of her mind she didn't care.
Suddenly i let it out and yelled out  but you turned into a pretty big waste of my time all this time and now you care?!

You're the lowest type the lowest type of person around.

A few years later.

I met a girl at the store.
She found a man she knew she'd change him.
I changed my self for the "better".
Just to watch us go our separate ways.
She said we've grown apart for sometime and that she found somebody new.
I hope Mr. Right puts up with all the bragging and fighting and nagging that you do. 

I slammed the door and yelled stay the hell away, While I sit here by myself. And figure out how I got this way. Before you go, leave the ring i bought you. Suddenly she started to sound the same as someone else. She said I don't wanna take your precious time our love wasn't true. 

But you are a big waste of my time. She replied I don't wanna take up all of the rest of your time she replied.I said i was so confused why this happens. She said I don't want to get things confused.She said she'd never settle for some man she couldn't love.

A week later.

So I call the doctor so he can prescribe me medication so I can deal with all the memories of being broken down for so many times.

A month later.

I met a girl at the hospital.
Knew she meant the world to me, and i wanted to give i her everything.
And she did the same for me, Imagine that.I smiled as i seen her everyday. And i'd tell her everyday that she had such a pretty face.

Though every-time i told her she would cry. But today was our last day to see each other. I don't wanna take your precious time sweetie id tell her today.But you are never taking up my time she replied. I don't wanna take up all your time others need to see you. But you are the only one who makes my days better all the time.

Would you please stay and come inside with me, Would you please stay and please be mine,
Would you please stay and please be mine? 

That was her last words before she passed away.

And i answered no.