My loves intentions.

My love I feel the knife is cutting slow into my flesh.

I wish I could say my intentions weren't deadly but they were my love.

I feel like I am letting go, oh my love why do this to me?

I wish I had said how easy it is to fall for me and that I was planning this all along.

 

I feel like you deserve to know.

I wish I didn't have to drag you down with me but your weight is just too heavy to carry.

That I'll get you to a new world filled with joy.

But I have no shame in pleading guilty.

 

I damage like any other pain can.

Ruin beauty as I ravage and thrash.

Throw you out like you're garbage and never even blink a eye.

I create my own carnage I create my own ideas.

 

My walls won't cave in.

I won't play pretend.

I'm afraid to let you in.

Just so we can start over again.

 

I fucked up again; I opened a wound.

And all of me and only thought of you.

I fucked us again; I killed our love true.

Tore our world apart and only hurt you.

 

My head is filled with disease and strained.

I told you; you were warned from the start.

My heart is black and empty.

I told you when our love died, it's my fault.

 

My body is cold and bleeding my love.

And now there's nothing I can do to fix what I've done.

Without you here with me.

I got what I want, I'm leaving now.

 

I damaged myself long ago.

Ruined my beauty.