the life we live

I feel so angry

I am so mad but it seems no one can see

All they see is this girl that is so happy

With a mask that will not come the f**k off

I pull

I tug and it doesn't come off

I want to be me

Why do i have to show that i am always happy

Why the f**k am i fighting myself everyday

Why am i ripping at my own face trying to get this f*****g thing off

I rip out hair thinking about this

But somehow no one see the pain i have tord myself

I want this stupid act to stop i want to be able to show me

I talk  to everyone about being themselves

But i am a hypocrite

I am screaming under this mask

I want this f*****g thing off

I want to break the face of my enemy

The enemy that i talk about is the person looking back with me

I am done

Get the f**k off me

I want you evil vile thing

Leave and never come back

Goodbye and good riddance

But then again stay and protect me from the people

Who want to hurt me