Empty Love

No one cares

Unknown to love

distance of darkness and the emptiness

alone and unfair to others and knowing

am hurting, unaware with oblivious destruction

The hollowness from ashes fueled with gasoline

exist with a unwelcoming, self hatred

out of this control, hidden into laughter. this layer became

hurt with anger in death, sit staring into this empty hollowing wall

years become consistency, who are self reflected into this void

this blackened oil thickened drips cloud the lost child forgotten

Sleep, dream and fade to sleep in dreamt comfort

wishing to not awake, awake or awake to this pain

The self is all I need, the non existent picture

a insect irreverent to a stepped on disregarded

the blackness, blackness and the red is all I need

alone scared in fear of being this nothingness, slow blood

How is the blood together with patience

The cruelty with slowness to this death

a way out, a way out, way out to bleeding out

Laughter in humiliated slowness of the heart beats

Sleeping now into dreaming

this world is beautiful all the time

colorful with glowing damage

walk into this shade found

even in dreamt death, move towards this absence

life conditioned hurt and this dreamt emptiness

will never be enjoyed, infinite dark colorless loneliness

escape even is disappointment